19. Screaming At God Is A Better Relationship Than None At All
In this episode of the Aware & Aggravated podcast, Leo Skepi examines the profound importance of forming an authentic relationship with a higher power. He advocates for expressing emotions like anger and heartbreak directly, as a pathway to greater clarity and a deeper spiritual bond.
The conversation also touches on personal growth, self-improvement, and maintaining one's values even during life's lowest moments. Skepi emphasizes that while sobriety alone does not fix problems, actively working on oneself and refusing to compromise integrity leads to increased confidence and self-respect. Additionally, practical tips for everyday life, such as being mindful of possessions and their value, are shared.
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Spirituality and one's relationship with a higher power
Leo Skepi emphasizes authenticity in communicating emotions like anger and heartbreak directly to one's higher power, as it leads to greater clarity. He cautions against engaging with one's higher power only in times of need, encouraging continuous communication to nurture a profound relationship.
Personal growth and self-improvement
Skepi stresses that sobriety alone doesn't fix life's problems; personal effort is required for meaningful change. Even confident individuals can face self-doubt from exterior opinions. Reclaiming one's authentic self is a valuable, though difficult, journey.
Maintaining one's character and integrity
Skepi discusses holding true to values, even at life's lowest points. Despite personal struggles, offering support demonstrates core strength. Refusing to compromise integrity builds confidence and self-respect. Skepi validates past emotions, asserting that owning one's feelings without shame is key to self-acceptance.
Gratitude and appreciating support
Skepi advocates for actively documenting supportive moments to enhance gratitude. He believes expressing appreciation for a higher power's guidance strengthens spiritual bonds. Recognizing support boosts feeling appreciated too.
Practical Tips for Everyday Life
Skepi advises checking rental car tires and purchasing full insurance, highlighting personal responsibility. His "reset" mindset involves imagining possessions replaced by cash value, encouraging mindful purchasing and decluttering.
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- Authentic communication with a higher power assumes a belief in such an entity, which may not apply to atheists or agnostics who find clarity through other means.
- Continuous communication with a higher power might not be seen as necessary for those who believe in a more deistic or non-interventionist concept of a higher power.
- Personal effort is indeed important for change, but the role of external support systems and societal factors in personal growth should not be underestimated.
- The idea that reclaiming one's authentic self is always a valuable journey may not resonate with everyone, as some may find contentment in adapting to their circumstances.
- Holding true to values is important, but there can be complex situations where compromise is necessary for greater good or personal well-being.
- The concept of offering support as a demonstration of core strength may not always be feasible, especially when one's own resources are depleted.
- The notion of refusing to compromise integrity might not account for the nuanced ethical dilemmas where the right course of action is not clear-cut.
- While owning one's feelings without shame is generally positive, there are cultural and social contexts where expressing certain emotions may not be accepted or may have negative repercussions.
- Documenting supportive moments to enhance gratitude could be seen as a structured approach that may not suit everyone's natural expression of thankfulness.
- The advice on rental car tires and insurance may not be applicable in regions with different transportation norms or insurance policies.
- The "reset" mindset might not be practical for those who value their possessions for sentimental reasons, not just their cash value.
Actionables
- Create a personal mantra that reflects your core values to recite during challenging times, helping you stay aligned with what matters most to you. For example, if one of your values is honesty, your mantra could be, "I speak my truth, even when my voice shakes." Use this mantra when faced with decisions that could compromise your integrity, reminding you of the strength that comes from being true to yourself.
- Start a "gratitude and guidance" journal where you write down moments you feel guided by your higher power or supported by others, along with what you're grateful for each day. This practice can deepen your spiritual connection and enhance your appreciation for life's supportive moments. For instance, if you felt a sense of peace after a conversation with a friend, note it down, reflecting on the role your higher power might have played in that interaction.
- Implement a "feelings inventory" at the end of each day where you list your emotions without judgment and explore their origins. This can be as simple as writing, "Today I felt anxious because of an upcoming meeting," followed by a reflection on why you felt that way and how you can address it. This exercise promotes self-acceptance by acknowledging your feelings and understanding that they are a natural part of your human experience.
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Spirituality and one's relationship with a higher power
Spirituality often involves forging a deep and meaningful connection with a higher power, which can provide comfort and clarity during both good times and bad.
Embracing an authentic, raw connection with one's higher power
Expressing emotions like anger, frustration, and heartbreak directly to one's higher power leads to greater clarity and understanding
It's advised to voice strong emotions toward one's higher power during difficult times. By directly communicating feelings of anger, frustration, and heartbreak, individuals can gain clarity and insight. The act of openly discussing issues with a higher power allows for a space where emotions are not only heard but unconditionally accepted. This understanding by the higher power helps validate these emotions, paving the way for comfort and the encouragement to take steps forward.
Leo Skepi emphasizes the importance of authenticity in these interactions. Your higher power knows exactly what is happening and why, always standing by your side through the turbulence. Being honest and vocal about your feelings has no negative repercussions from your higher power. The higher power is seen as a compassionate entity that not only understands but also validates your difficulties from your perspective and is the one safe space to express feelings without judgment.
Avoiding a transactional relationship with one's higher power
Engaging with one's higher power should not be limited to only times of desperation or need
Criticizing a transactional approach to spirituality, the speaker encourages continuous ...
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- A higher power in spirituality typically refers to a transcendent force or entity beyond the physical world that individuals believe influences or governs aspects of their lives. This higher power is often seen as a source of guidance, support, and meaning, providing a sense of connection and purpose to believers. It can take various forms depending on one's spiritual beliefs, such as a deity, universal energy, or cosmic consciousness. The concept of a higher power is central to many spiritual practices and is often invoked for strength, comfort, and understanding in times of need.
- Expressing emotions directly to a higher power is believed to lead to clarity and understanding by creating a space for emotional release and reflection. This process allows individuals to articulate their feelings without fear of judgment, fostering a sense of validation and acceptance. By communicating openly with a higher power, individuals may gain insights into their emotions and situations, leading to a deeper understanding of themselves and their experiences. This practice is rooted in the belief that sharing one's innermost thoughts and emotions with a higher power can bring about a sense of peace, guidance, and connection.
- A transactional relationship with a higher power implies viewing the connection as a give-and-take exchange, where one interacts with the higher power mainly in times of need or de ...
Counterarguments
- Spirituality is a personal journey, and the concept of a higher power is not universally accepted or necessary for everyone's spiritual practice.
- Some individuals may find that expressing negative emotions like anger or frustration towards a higher power is incongruent with their beliefs or may lead to feelings of guilt or fear rather than clarity.
- The idea that a higher power unconditionally accepts and validates all emotions may not align with certain religious teachings that encourage the transformation or regulation of negative emotions.
- Continuous communication with a higher power may be impractical or may not resonate with everyone's experience of spirituality, which can be more episodic or reflective rather than conversational.
- The notion of a higher power being always present and receptive is a matter of faith and not an empirically verifiable fact, and as such, it may not hold true for those who are agnostic, atheist, or hold different spiritual beliefs.
- The emphasis on a non-transactional relationship with a higher power may overlook the cultural and religious contexts whe ...
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Personal growth and self-improvement
Leo Skepi delves into the principles of personal growth and self-improvement, emphasizing that merely removing harmful substances is not a cure-all and that rediscovering one's sense of self is a challenging but rewarding journey.
Removing harmful substances alone does not automatically fix one's life
Skepi stresses that while sobriety can provide clearer judgment and more consistent energy, it is not a magic solution to life’s problems. He suggests that you must take action and make efforts beyond being sober to create meaningful change in your life.
Sobriety provides clarity and better decision-making, but personal effort is still required to create meaningful change
Sobriety offers the clarity needed for better decision-making but achieving real change calls for personal effort. Skepi shares his account of abstaining from alcohol and facing life challenges; this experience underscores the potential for personal redefinition and growth during major life upheavals.
Even when facing major life upheavals, there is an opportunity for personal redefinition and growth
Skepi emphasizes the role of personal agency during life's difficult times, suggesting that individuals have the opportunity to redefine themselves and grow from their experiences.
Anyone can lose their sense of self, even the most confident individuals
It is pointed out that even the most confident individuals can experience a crisis of self-worth and identity due to external opinions and perspectives.
Exterior opinions and perspectives can deeply impact one's self-worth and self-perception
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- While removing harmful substances may not be a cure-all, for some individuals, it can be the most critical step in their journey to recovery and personal growth, and its importance shouldn't be understated.
- Sobriety might not only provide clarity and better decision-making but also be the foundation for a complete transformation for some, without which no other efforts could take root.
- Personal agency in the face of life upheavals is important, but it's also essential to acknowledge that some circumstances can be so overwhelming that they significantly limit an individual's capacity for personal redefinition and growth.
- The assertion that anyone can lose their sense of self might overlook the resilience that comes from certain personality traits, life experiences, or support systems that can help maintain a stable sense of self even in challenging times.
- While external opinions can impact self-worth ...
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- You can start a "clarity journal" to document your decision-making process and track personal growth. Begin by writing down decisions you face each day, big or small, and reflect on how you arrived at your choice. Over time, review your entries to identify patterns in your thought process and areas where you've made significant improvements or changes. This can help you see the tangible benefits of clarity in your life and encourage continued personal effort.
- Create a "redefinition roadmap" to navigate major life changes. On a large piece of paper or digital app, draw a map that starts with your current situation and branches out into different paths representing potential directions you could take. For each path, write down actions, goals, and milestones that align with your values and desired self-image. This visual and interactive tool can serve as a guide and motivator for personal growth during upheavals.
- Develop a "self-worth shield" exercise to protect and re ...
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Maintaining one's character and integrity
Maintaining integrity and character is not simply about how one holds oneself during the best of times but, perhaps more importantly, during the most challenging times. Leo Skepi provides personal insights into how one can uphold these personal virtues irrespective of external pressures or internal turmoil.
Holding true to one's values and beliefs, even in one's lowest moments
Leo Skepi emphasizes the importance of sticking to one's core values and beliefs, especially during low points. He articulates that moments of struggle provide an opportunity to build confidence, and sometimes, when having nothing, one gains a sense of freedom that allows true self-evaluation. He stresses the significance of maintaining integrity and not letting outside hate or opinions shake one's fundamental sense of self.
Offering support and care to loved ones despite one's own struggles demonstrates core strength of character
Despite facing personal losses and the challenge to rebuild, Leo did not compromise his integrity or character. He illustrates this with a personal anecdote; when his best friend needed a place to stay after a breakup, Leo offered the second bedroom at his sister's apartment, where he was staying, and chose to sleep on the couch himself. During this tough time, he felt that caring for each other showed their true characters.
Refusing to compromise one's integrity, even when it would be easier, builds confidence and self-respect
Leo also reflects on having let go of things in the past that compromised his integrity. He holds that true character is displayed at one's lowest, asserting that such moments are the truest indicators of self. By standing by his integrity and refusing to compromise, he built confidence and a sense of self-respect.
Validating one's past emotions and experiences, without apology
Leo believes that each person's past emotions and experiences are valid and should be acknowledged without shame or the need for external validation.
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- While maintaining integrity is important, it can sometimes be necessary to adapt one's values in response to new information or changing circumstances, which does not necessarily indicate a lack of character.
- Holding true to core values is admirable, but there may be situations where flexibility and compromise are necessary for the greater good or to achieve a positive outcome.
- While it's important not to let outside opinions unduly influence one's sense of self, constructive criticism can be valuable for personal growth and should not always be dismissed.
- Offering support to loved ones is a sign of strength, but it's also important to set boundaries to ensure one's own well-being is not compromised.
- There are instances where compromising on certain principles might be justified, especially if it leads to a greater benefit or avoids harm.
- While past emotions and experiences should be vali ...
Actionables
- Create a personal values journal where you write down your core beliefs and reflect on daily decisions that align with them. This practice helps you stay grounded in your values, especially when faced with difficult choices. For example, if honesty is a core value, note instances where you chose to be truthful despite potential consequences.
- Develop a 'support pact' with a friend or family member where you both commit to offering each other encouragement during tough times. This could involve regular check-ins or setting up a shared online document where you both can write supportive messages and reminders of each other's strengths.
- Start a 'no apologies' scrapb ...
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Gratitude and appreciating support
Understanding and acknowledging the support one receives, whether from people or a higher power, plays a critical role in nurturing a sense of gratitude.
Actively documenting ways one feels supported and appreciated
Skepi endorses the act of gratitude by making a habit of documenting the ways he has felt supported by a higher power or simply throughout his day. Instead of just listing things he is grateful for, this method focuses on specific instances of support and appreciation.
Regularly reflecting on positive moments and supportive people enhances feelings of gratitude
Through regular reflection on positive moments and supportive interactions, an individual can deepen their feelings of gratitude. Acknowledging the hand of support in one's life, be it through small acts or significant gestures, illuminates the interconnected web of assistance that we often take for granted.
Expressing appreciation for the guidance and care of a higher power can strengthen one's spiritual connection
Skepi’s practice extends to expressing gratitude for the guidance and care received from a higher power. This spiritual aspect of gratitude can reinforce one's faith and spiritual connections, anchoring them in a sense of purpose and belonging.
Recognizing that lack of appreciation breeds feelings of being una ...
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- While documenting specific instances of support can enhance gratitude, it may also lead to an overemphasis on external validation rather than internal satisfaction.
- Regular reflection on positive moments is beneficial, but it's important to also acknowledge and process negative experiences to maintain a balanced perspective.
- Expressing appreciation for a higher power assumes a belief in such a power, which may not apply to everyone, and alternative sources of strength and gratitude might be equally significant for non-spiritual individuals.
- The idea that lack of appreciation leads to feeling unappreciated may not account for individuals who find contentment and self-worth independently of external recognition.
- Recognizing support and showing appreciation are positive actions, but they should not be performed with the expectation of increasing one's own feelings of being valued, as this can lead to disappointment if the appreciation is not reciprocated.
- The concep ...
Actionables
- Create a gratitude map by drawing a tree where each branch represents a different area of your life, such as family, work, health, and hobbies. On each branch, attach leaves that have written moments of support or positive experiences from that area. This visual representation can serve as a daily reminder to reflect on these instances, deepening your sense of gratitude.
- Develop a habit of sending a weekly "appreciation postcard" to someone who has supported you, whether it's a friend, family member, or colleague. On the postcard, write a specific instance of how they've helped you and express your thanks. This not only acknowledges their support but also strengthens your relationships through consistent, tangible acts of appreciation.
- Start a "gratitude challenge" with a gr ...
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Practical Tips for Everyday Life
Leo Skepi provides valuable tips based on personal experiences to make daily activities such as renting cars or managing possessions more secure and intentional.
Thoroughly inspecting rental car tires and purchasing full insurance coverage
Rental car companies may not maintain vehicles properly or honor insurance claims
Leo Skepi advises thorough personal inspections of rental cars, especially tire tread, due to an accident he experienced caused by worn tires on a rental vehicle. Skepi's encounter highlights the potential danger in assuming that rental cars are always properly maintained. Based on this event, he suggests that taking personal responsibility for one's safety by checking the condition of a rental car is crucial.
Taking personal responsibility for one's safety is crucial when using rental cars
To further ensure safety, Skepi recommends purchasing full coverage insurance for rental cars. He warns that rental companies may try to evade insurance claims, and it is better to have full coverage in case of any issues. He also emphasizes the importance of getting both a physical copy and an emailed confirmation of the insurance coverage at the time of rental. This ensures that there is an indisputable record of the transaction and coverage in case the rental company challenges a claim.
Applying a "reset" mindset to decluttering and shopping decisions
Imagining one's possessions being replaced with double the monetary value provides clarity on what to keep, sell, or rebuy
Skepi introduces a unique method to make more deliberate purchasing decisions and effectively declutter. He suggests i ...
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- While inspecting rental car tires is important, not all renters have the expertise to properly assess tire safety, and this could lead to a false sense of security.
- Full insurance coverage for rental cars can be expensive, and for some renters, it may not be cost-effective, especially if they already have coverage through their personal auto insurance or credit card benefits.
- Taking personal responsibility for safety is important, but rental car companies also have a legal and ethical responsibility to provide well-maintained vehicles, and this should not be shifted entirely to the consumer.
- Getting physical and emailed confirmation of insurance coverage is good practice, but it's also important to understand the terms and conditions of the insurance policy to ensure it provides the expected coverage.
- The "reset" mindset for decluttering assumes that one's possessions can be easily monetized and replaced, which may not be true for items with sentimental value or those that are unique and irreplaceable.
- Imagining possessions being replaced with double the monetary value might not be a practical approach for everyone, as it could encourage unnecessary spending or underv ...
Actionables
- Create a car rental safety checklist that includes tire tread depth, pressure, and any visible damage to ensure you're not missing any safety details before driving off.
- By having a physical checklist, you can systematically review each aspect of the car's tires and have a record of the inspection. For example, use a tread depth gauge to measure the tire tread and compare it against the legal minimum requirement. Document the findings with photos using your smartphone and keep them in a dedicated album for reference.
- Develop a habit of conducting a personal "reset" audit at the start of each season to evaluate your belongings and shopping habits.
- This seasonal reset helps you stay on top of clutter and aligns your purchasing with your current needs and style preferences. For instance, at the start of spring, go through your wardrobe and living space to decide which items no longer fit your style or life. Create a list of essentials you need to replace or upgrade, focusing on quality, and set a budget for these purchases.
- Use a digital inventory app to catalog ...
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